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Produced by Ewan Lindo and Brian Heffner


I'm not looking for no switch up baby
I'm not looking for no rewind
Cause if I knew what I knew back then yeah
I think id probably loose my damn mind
And if I snap
I know that I can't take it back
And if go to crazy
I know that there's no looking back

Don't look at me
I ain't in the place that I should be
Don't look at me
I ain't been the same sense you left
Don't look at me
Like you don't know what you did
Don't look at me
Like I'm the one who fucked up then
Don't look at me
Cause I'm not the one who fucked up then no

I'm sipping Molotov
Cause my love is gone
Contemplating and debating if my mind is blown
To many stones thrown in this glass home
To dodge 'em
But fuck
I grab the matter from that shatter
And cut I to the bone
Grab the matches, dutch, and buckets and we start the ruckus
Usually I'm home alone stoned listening to bastard
Nothing short of acid
Pass the paps blues
And any kinda fucking tablet
And I slip that bitch a
Just to see what fucking happen
I'm a fucking asshole
I guess but shit see
This isn't who my mother raised
Crazy insane deranged based from my mothers pain
And can't afforded to fucking eat
But then them bills are paid
and can't afford them fucking jackets for them raining days
But my mother was the least of worries
It was probably all them junkies she was chillin with
That had me crazy as shit
Got me wondering is she doing what they doing

It's mister lining all his exs up just to shot them down roll a blunt bumps some exodus

How you tell between the lies and the truth how you gonna fuck with me you know you stole my youth away what you gonna say

Flip it back to them high school days
A sobby faggot when I first saw her pondering face
She was depressed and had an ex and had a learning problem
I was a mess and wanted sex and had a learning problem too
But It wasn't far from that day that we got caught up in the rain
and she was crying cause that guy and jenny wolf had just walked by and they where talking underneath they're breaths
That's when it popped up in my fucking head
Tell her something that she wanna hear
Tell her love is something special that she should never fear
And tell her that she's looking beautiful
Even if she looking rugged
you love her so fuck it but
Short after she finds that I
had been chillin with girlfriend of that same guy
She came in said some bullshit and just jetted
It's safe to say I was not far behind I
Should have grabbed that bitchs neck right then
But instead I turned around and try to fight that shit
So just be honest if these condoms are for me or him
cause I'm not fucking and I'm wondering who the fuck he is
I'm in my mental I'm sceptic before you start that sentence make sure there no sharp objects up in my arms reach
Oh dog I got this gun
Maybe I should kill this bitch instead of giving a fuck


from A True Drug Story, released January 1, 2014
Bass Credit to Jesse Walker
Gutair by Brian Heffner
Produced by Brian Heffner and Ewan Lindo in Studio 706



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A mix up of genres and influences, Brian heffner is a singer/musician from Florida who is just stepping into the music world as a solo artist. In the past he has been a part of numerous bands and projects in the Florida music scene and learned quickly he didn't like trying to fit in to any certain genre or scene. ... more

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