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A True Drug Story

by Brian Heffner

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1.
A wine red kiss from her blood stained lips they call her she devil but she wear a white dress anytime we're alone the nights get faded spend the day time intoxicated barely conscious when I'm alone should have took this red pill fuck this rabbit hole now this film on replay when i close my eyes hands on her thighs hold on that nostalgia I saw the invisible And oh how it was beautiful Yeah I saw the invisible And oh how she was But as fast as the wind blows She comes and she goes And as fast as the wind blows She comes and she leaves She devil Those eyes dead red She's evil With a walk and a talk like She ain't ever learned But as fast as the wind blows She comes and she goes And as fast as the wind blows She comes and she leaves She devil God damn God damn I done spent every nickel and dime on this love again And don't know Don't know What to do When I can't find Find you Cause in my mind I'm in heaven And your heart is my world But the skin that you live in is the devil him self She devil And it's that true drug story Cause that true love boring I can't fall in love with no hoe though Find my in a coma from popping all your pills Slow it down
2.
Phone Call 06:27
I ain't got the time for it Every time she calling me I ain't got no time for it She be calling just to say she love me But I ain't in the mind for it Look me in my eyes and tell me you don't love It's just a word baby don't you get it I don't mean to be it If you can see it clearly why you staying with me Why you staying on the phone if you hate my tone Don't tell me what I already know Don't tell me what I'm turning into baby So how you gonna turn into everything you say you hate So how you gonna turn around and lie about what you say Cause one day you love me The next day you're on drugs And the day after that you ain't answering when I need you to pick up I don't mean to be it If you can see it clearly Why you staying with me Why you staying on the phone If you hate my tone Don't tell me what I already know Don't tell me what I'm turning into baby I should have never picked up that phone baby I should have let that dial tone roll baby
3.
Every time I run away You find me and you say that I should pray For help but I don't listen to a word you say I'll be fine on my own Cause if I get it then I did it on my own And I need it So if I never get it them I guess we know Who was wrong If I get it then I did it on my own And I need it so bad Leave me in this place for a while Let me breath If you seen me now Oh I think you'd break me down Cause I seen me now and I was you I'd probably break me down too I been in and out of things yea And she been in and out of spaces And while I'm blaming it on him and her Well she was kneeling down and praying Lord save him From himself He's on his way to hell He can't stop what he started And feels like we've been parting And if he's burning Show me warning I don't wanna jump to morning right away If I can get some time away I swear it make my day
4.
What For 00:29
5.
Cardiac 04:19
Cardiac I can feel it starting Gain conscious back But can't help but feel discarded I can't help but feel like something gonna change and I hope it comes with something for the pain cause swear I'm loosing my mind It could be all these ugly substances I've been taking or maybe something that my sober mind can't take it but I swear I'm loosing it Cardiac I can feel it starting I gain consicous back But can't help but feel discarded Save me from myself before it gets crazy Cause the room won't stop and my heart gone drop if I see you Cause if you seen me in this state is hate to see what you would say Cause your the reason that I hate everything thing that they say And when they pray and sing there songs You know that I don't sing along Some people judge me say that I'm just a druggy with no spine Wake up in a panic and I grab for my gun but shit I ain't ever owned one Who's the man in the mirror Who just stands there and stares back at me like I don't exist I am an addict in my own eyes But know it I'm afraid to stay focused
6.
Chico 00:22
7.
Outro 06:22
I'm not looking for no switch up baby I'm not looking for no rewind Cause if I knew what I knew back then yeah I think id probably loose my damn mind And if I snap I know that I can't take it back And if go to crazy I know that there's no looking back Don't look at me I ain't in the place that I should be Don't look at me I ain't been the same sense you left Don't look at me Like you don't know what you did Don't look at me Like I'm the one who fucked up then Don't look at me Cause I'm not the one who fucked up then no I'm sipping Molotov Cause my love is gone Contemplating and debating if my mind is blown To many stones thrown in this glass home To dodge 'em But fuck I grab the matter from that shatter And cut I to the bone Grab the matches, dutch, and buckets and we start the ruckus Usually I'm home alone stoned listening to bastard Nothing short of acid Pass the paps blues And any kinda fucking tablet And I slip that bitch a Just to see what fucking happen I'm a fucking asshole I guess but shit see This isn't who my mother raised Crazy insane deranged based from my mothers pain And can't afforded to fucking eat But then them bills are paid and can't afford them fucking jackets for them raining days But my mother was the least of worries It was probably all them junkies she was chillin with That had me crazy as shit Got me wondering is she doing what they doing It's mister lining all his exs up just to shot them down roll a blunt bumps some exodus How you tell between the lies and the truth how you gonna fuck with me you know you stole my youth away what you gonna say Flip it back to them high school days A sobby faggot when I first saw her pondering face She was depressed and had an ex and had a learning problem I was a mess and wanted sex and had a learning problem too But It wasn't far from that day that we got caught up in the rain and she was crying cause that guy and jenny wolf had just walked by and they where talking underneath they're breaths That's when it popped up in my fucking head Tell her something that she wanna hear Tell her love is something special that she should never fear And tell her that she's looking beautiful Even if she looking rugged you love her so fuck it but Short after she finds that I had been chillin with girlfriend of that same guy She came in said some bullshit and just jetted It's safe to say I was not far behind I Should have grabbed that bitchs neck right then But instead I turned around and try to fight that shit So just be honest if these condoms are for me or him cause I'm not fucking and I'm wondering who the fuck he is I'm in my mental I'm sceptic before you start that sentence make sure there no sharp objects up in my arms reach Oh dog I got this gun Maybe I should kill this bitch instead of giving a fuck
8.
Oh shit what the fuck did I just do to this bitch I didn't mean to do it I thought is wave it around Maybe scare her a bit I ain't mean to shot it Que the music Fuck that shit she deserved what she got That's what the bitch gets for leading me on Dial tone in my damn ear Hope this fool gone pick up his phone Shit I don't know what to do man Can you help me through it? I got the body in the back as the system slaps and I'm tryna call E Maybe he got a place for dropping hoes I don't know Fuck you dog pick up your phone I need this bitch gone Look at what you turned me into I don't know who I am anymore
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The Arrest 00:42

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Brian Heffner's debut project "True Drug Story" is
A collaboration of sounds and different genres
tells a story of relationships and experience
in which drugs have taken their toll
leading to the birth of a dark entity.
A personality who was build up inside
has now surfaced to tell everyone and anyone
exactly how he views life and humanity.
through the art of music,Who you ask?
Well I guess you'll just have to wait and see..

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released January 1, 2014

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Brian Heffner Florida

A mix up of genres and influences, Brian heffner is a singer/musician from Florida who is just stepping into the music world as a solo artist. In the past he has been a part of numerous bands and projects in the Florida music scene and learned quickly he didn't like trying to fit in to any certain genre or scene. ... more

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